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Hello everyone! Happy cny! Its seems that i m not so happy! Been visiting the doctors like everyday recently. So irritating. Feeling dam down now. I have no idea why you mia?! Like seriously?! Why. Why dont tell me that you were so sick. Didnt you know if you dont tell me, i m even more worried. Stop making me worried. You say you want me to be dependent on you, but now i need you so badly. You mia. I dk nuts about how you feeling and stuff. Crying doesnt solve anything. But if you dont tell me anything, it really feels like you putting me through hell. I normally would jus heck care if ppl were to do that to me. But i never knew that you were so important to me till i become so worried. You dont allow me to travel to your place. Nevermind. At least dont mia. Even if you are sleeping. When you wake up can at least tell me?! Dont tell me you sleep 24 hrs right?! Seriously, i haven been sleeping well! Been think of you all day long, worried sick. No one has let me be so worried before. Can you stop doing this to me?! :(

Was too busy/lazy to blog heres a little update. Ft island concert was awesome. Love jonghun! Alittle update of picture and here i m done:) bye off to work. :) today working at vivo tangs:) come find me if you are there:)

Just realise how i feel when im with you. I m scared and afraid, at the same time my heart beat so fast. Such a combination.
You really bring me strength like no other. Just wish i could be with you everyday.
I m so dam tired now, but thinking of you every night jus make me smile. Short post for now. Shagg maxx from besties POP, work and the most wonderful night:)

okay i m so sorry that i don't update often. But huan zhu ge ge is keeping me from updating.

i just realise what gave me strength from everything. i found its love. for example that time after my operation, i immediately sprung up of bed just to see the guy i love(during then). and after he left, all my energy left with him. the strength that i don't have in myself. i hardly fall sick when there is a guy that i love deeply i realise. hahahs! so funny. cause of the strength of love.

okay i may be bullshitting alittle, but few days back or rather yesterday's yesterday, after work, i have no voice at all. i can talk all night with you. i talk more to you then to anybody. i don't feel the pain in my throat or anything, i had more strength just to talk to you, cause of the limited time i spend with you. everyday i need to work, but every message you gave me, make me grin, and just gave me strength to work harder. i felt a sincerity where i didn't see in others. thou we didn't know each other for long, but i just had this good feeling about this. from the day we met, i felt its like God given present for Christmas. And yes we met on Christmas! and if not for my friends, we wont even meet. thank god i have this kind of friends. and i love them. i just feel a sense of security. you are not the best looking guy i ever met, but i maybe the most sincere guy. no guys will pick up little details about me like how you do. every little action that may not be significant to you, it is to me.

i m just naturally attracted to you, like how you are to me. But after knowing you, my fears of losing you is even more. cause i have said it before, i will treasure it more then ever, cause i never want to lose a guy like you.

actually i want to make this private, but doubt people will come check this blog, so was hoping you to see this. that's all.

i m happy that you came into my life, you took you time to find me again, the sincerity, i will never forget. the words you say is engrave in my heart, the action you did had already melted my harden heart, which didn't allow anyone to take it away. you just took my breathe away the way you look at me. i just want things to be slow and steady, clean and simple. i don't want any more complication, i had enough of it in the past. i just hope that you are just truthful and sincere about everything you do, like how sincere am i.

you are part of my life, engraved in my heart <3

Everytime i see this picture, i feel so blessed. Anyway carlos jus left for brazil yesterday. I miss him so dam much now. Haha you must be back soon okay. Miss spending the day with you!

Hi everyone, now waiting for the press to come. Haha feels like a star:3

By the way, i think today wan bao got my face. So go buy and see :)

Update: This is the office wear i am going to wear for the pageant.

Hello people, its my first day of work at sk2 counter. Am going to robinson raffles city:) So people come and say HI to me. So excited! But i m scared, wish me luck yeah! <3 ya guys

Now i'm going for my wedding dress gown fitting for bride of the world pageant. Cant wait! Its my first time wearing a wedding dress. Always been wanting to wear bridal dress. Now it makes me feel like getting married. Lol!

I will post the pictures when i try finish:) do anticipate:)

Update:
Here are the pictures.

There is a press conference on 2nd dec at 8am in irene creation. :) cool man! All excited!

Hello people! Shall post random photos before i write about taiwan trip.
And i m posting from iphone.

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